i've been trying so long to get my head screwed back on
because nothing feels right
and the thoughts i hide keeps me up at night
another hypocrite in a world of shit
in a place i don't belong
i can't move on and i can't look back
and the joy i felt is gone
tossing and turning, my sanity fades
put to earth to hurt and be hurt the same
i can't live with the choices that i have made
and i'm willing to burn if there's no other way
i feel dead to the world
broken beyond repair
i guess i'm better off keeping it all inside
and hope for better days, something i still can't find
tried to lock the door, leave it all behind but i failed
Blackened hardcore with the sheer heady power of stadium crust and the glacial melodies of second-wave black metal. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 10, 2023