Some days are worse than others
I wake up and question my worth
Stress builds and I block my problems
And mask a soul that's lost and hurt
No one knows the bullshit I forced myself to endure
Spent years hating myself feeling so insecure
Shame and self loathing is how I hurt myself
Shame and self loathing from how I turn down help
I can't confront the shit I fear
Or quit hurting those I hold near
Push come to shove and now I see
I'm dead inside it's what I've been
Another day as I decay
All hope for change just slips away
Hide in my skin but I'm not safe
I buried my whole life in shame
I buried my life in shame
The need to self inflict and destroy myself
It pains me to admit, crushed by life and by death
Former members of the great band SubRosa return as The Otolith, and their debut LP finds them at the peak of their mighty powers. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 24, 2022